Those of us north of the equator have entered the dark half of the year in the midst of its first dark moon. Ahhh yes, the exact darkness to which I was borne into 35 years ago, which makes me feel like I have returned to my beginnings. I relish the dark moon and its inherent psychic play that guides me on an inward journey through the depths of self while I search for the yearnings of my soul. Instinctively, my energy wanes with the light of days. In the coming months I will undoubtedly recoil into a harsh solitude, but not yet. For the time being, I am reveling in much happiness as if I am feeding off of the energy and power of the Leonids as they dance overhead. I am finding light in the darkness; I am finding happiness in the solitude; I am finding luck in the source of my life!
It has been no coincidence that I returned to celebrate my birthday in the city I was born and raised in. It's somehow inspiring to return from whence I came. I have been spending my past week in quiet meditation and isolation during the days and in celebration at nights. I will revel in everyday I can continue finding light on this unknown, darkened path!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
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